I suppose she just scared about everything. Just like me, whenever i close my eyes, trying to go to sleep. All kind of thought came to my mind. All those memory almost like something that happen just a minute a go. Feeling nothing but miserable, stuffy, annoyed, angry, happy, forgiveness, confusion, a strong feeling of curious and hundred other emotion in a split of second. Like now, when i ask her to write something. Just anything, she with her miserable mind. She just cant. I'm scared actually to write. Wrong grammar, wrong spelling. But i just want to show her. You can do anything, anything you want. Just like she used to say. Nothing is impossible, if you see it as something possible. But everything is impossible if see it as one. Im going to be here. Not going anywhere, always near. Far but close. I may not physically here but im always near you dear. Always support you, always behind you. Im your shadow remember. Please keep your mind strong. Im alone if you gone. I've put everything behind, my focus is you. My future is you. Always you. Love you
